Took a Little Trip, Took Way Too Many Pictures

So, last week we went on a little adventure. We met Greg's parents in DC, drove to the new Priesthood Restoration site in Harmony, (Oakland) Pennsylvania, and then went up to Ithaca, New York, to see Greg's brother's family. While we were there we all went to Palmyra, the Sacred Grove, and Hill Cumorah. Now, Greg and I have pretty much seen all of the church history sites together. It has been so fun to be able to live on the East Coast and get to see all of this awesome stuff. Of course, we packed along our brand new camera. 

Harmony, Pennsylvania. This is where the priesthood was restored to Joseph Smith and Oliver Cowdery. 

Joseph and Emma's first home, right next to where Emma's parents lived. 

Where Emma grew up: 

The new visitors' center. 

Isn't Pennsylvania beautiful? It was getting dark but I still wanted to try out some of the features on my cool camera! 

The area where they think the Priesthood was restored. It was pretty dark by then...

These pictures below are from Joseph Smith's family home in Palmyra, New York. This is where the First Vision occurred. 

The log home...a reproduction. 

The frame house...85% original.

The threshing barn. This barn actually belonged to Brigham Young's father and was moved to the Smith farm as a representation. It was so pretty I couldn't help being all artsy and stuff. 

The creek Joseph would have crossed to get from his home to the Sacred Grove. I didn't realize the area where he went to pray belonged to his family and was very close to his home. 

The grove. Such a peaceful place. 

Happy girl. 

My father-in-law, looking pensive. 

My cute nephew, James. 

The grove was just starting to get some nice green undergrowth. 

My family...Heather, Greg, Brynn, Steve, Geri, Alexander, Morgan, James, Stephanie.

Cute, candid shot of Greg's parents. 

Alexander and Brynn, playing and being adorable. 

The Hill Cumorah, where the plates that became the Book of Mormon were recovered. 

This is what the hill would have looked like in Joseph Smith's day, with trees. 

Inside the Visitors' Center. I love our family! 

This was such a great trip for us to be able to go on. I've never visited the Sacred Grove before. It was peaceful and beautiful. I feel grateful to know of how much God loves us, and how much people have sacrificed over the years for something they knew was right. And I'm so grateful I got to spend time with my family. The gospel matters so much to me because I know that it binds families together forever, and this means that I can be happy and at peace, no matter what. 

Graduate

I got this email a few days ago. I've been so busy that I just barely got around to reading it. It didn't really matter, because I already knew what it said, and I already knew how I would respond.

Well, that's technically not true. I knew that I wouldn't respond.

I am officially graduating with my Master's Degree on May 9th. And I won't get to be there. At first, I planned to fly to Phoenix so I could walk, but Greg has a conference then and we have family in town right before that, and plane tickets cost money...so I decided not to do it. It wasn't a big deal, except for now, reading this email, I feel kind of sad. I'd really like to walk in my graduate robes. That would be cool.

Two years after we first started trying to have kids, I went back to school. I had always wanted to go to grad school, but I decided not to originally so I could focus on my family. This was a good decision, because I was able to work and help put Greg through school, and that's obviously been a great thing for our family. Greg did well in school and landed an awesome job at an awesome company.

But then, as it became clear that having children was not going to happen on the timetable we had planned, I felt the pull. Back to school. I wanted to do more school. Greg believed in me, and he wanted this for me. I will always be so grateful to him for that. Having confidence in myself has always been hard for me, but Greg believes I can do anything. It's amazing. Before I married him I never would have guessed that I would find somebody who would give me such strong and beautiful wings. Thank you, Greg.

After starting the program at ASU, I second-guessed myself many times. Did I pick the right program? Was I being so selfish spending our family's valuable resources on this? But no matter how much guilt I had about it (and there was a lot), I felt deep down that this was the right thing to do. And I loved it. My degree is in Liberal Studies. Most people look at me cross-eyed when I tell them that. I chose the program because my professors helped me to emphasize in writing personal histories and memoirs. This is my calling. I love hearing the stories of regular people and making them available. This is social history at it's core, and I want to be a part of it.

My "thesis"--technically called an Applied Project--was recording, transcribing, and editing stories from my grandparents Keith and Mardene Dalton about their childhood. It took hours upon hours, but now it's finished, and I'm turning it in tomorrow. Almost 100 pages of history, and I'm proud of it.

As part of my program I also wrote my own memoir. I wrote about our experience with infertility and having Austin and Daniel. It was hard. Every night after work I would sit on the couch for two hours with tears streaming down my face, remembering and hurting and writing. It was such a valuable experience. Cathartic. I'm so grateful I had that. 200 pages of memories and truth. I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it, but for now the fact that it exists is enough. Maybe 100 years from now my great-granddaughter--who I have probably cursed with PCOS--will find it. That will be a good thing.

So, I'm not walking. But I have a graduate degree. I tend to be very hard on myself, but I'm trying to just be proud of what I have accomplished. We had a few years when we couldn't have children, and I used that to accomplish one of my life goals. It's a good thing. I'm so grateful for a Heavenly Father who doesn't allow things to work out the way I planned. I'm grateful for learning and for dreams and for talents and, most of all, for my family who supports me as I let my curiosity run wild.

Life is good.

I GOT A CAMERAAA

So, next week I graduate from ASU with my Master's. Prett-ay exciting. This week I'm finishing the final touches on my big project and it feels good.

Greg's family does graduation presents, and since we were kinda poor when I graduated with my undergrad from BYU four years ago, he went all out on my present this time.

I got a camera.

A nice, digital Canon Rebel.

It's something I've wanted for a long time, but since I don't really know very much about photography and cameras are expensive, I could never justify it. So I've never actually owned a camera in my entire life. But Greg figured that now we have Brynn and we're about to move back to paradise (read: Florida), it was the right time.

I'M SO EXCITED.

I definitely have a lot of learning to do, but I'm really happy to do it. I love creative stuff like this. Greg has always been a strong believer that hobbies are important, but since I tend to be a little bit of a cheapskate, there tends to be something holding me back when it comes to stuff like this. But now that the camera is here, I'm just ready to learn.

Here are some of my favorite pictures Greg and I have taken over the past week.

And, my personal favorite...

Time to bury myself in photoshop and digital photography blogs this summer. Hey, I have an idea. Why don't Greg and I move to the beach with our beautiful daughter in a few weeks and document it all with a nice camera? 

Done. 

Sorry, Another Reading Post

So I read this book, Do No Harm. 

Also, I want to show you a picture of the guy who wrote it, because he kind of looks like a really smart turtle. 

See what I mean? 

I randomly came across this book when I was looking for books I wanted for Christmas last year. And last week I found it at the library. In the spirit of full disclosure, this book does have some swears. I really wish it didn't. It's a memoir by a British neurosurgeon. Maybe it sounds kind of boring, but it's totally not. I love reading books from smart people, and since I obviously don't know anything about brain surgery, this was just a really interesting read. He talks about what it's like to go into the brain and some of his patients and I just loved it. A quick read, but a great one. I appreciated his honesty, with himself and with the reader. I will never look at doctors the same way again, and I think that's a good thing. They are just fallible people doing their best.